Over it
We went to small group tonight only to be greeted with a pregnancy announcement from another couple in the group. While this is great news for them, it underscores yet again that we've been on this particular hamster wheel for over 3.5 years now. I'm tired of having to find the strength to congratulate people. I'm tired of crying in public over someone else's happy news. I want my husband to be able to walk into someone's house with a gigantic smile on his face as he announces that he's an expectant father. I'm over it not being our turn.
As a side note, I really love the song by Katharine McPhee!



Reading through your journal i feel really connected to you becoz i'm 28yr and i've been married for almost 3,5 years too. For this 3,5 years i'm also tired having to find the strength to congratulate people for their "good news"... (Comment this)