Not too bad yet
TMI ALERT!
I seem not to be hemorrhaging yet. That's a good sign. Ever since surgery, my periods have started out incredibly heavy (as in .75oz every 60-90 minutes for about 24-36 hrs). It would be so nice to know that's not my new normal.
On the not-TMI front, yesterday after I told him that my temp had dropped so he knew we *still* weren't pregnant, my dearest husband had to sit in the car for a good 10 minutes before going into the office.
Oh, I so wish I could give him the child he longs for. I feel like an utter failure that I cannot, since it's my body that doesn't work. In my darkest moments, I wonder why God let him marry me when such disappointment would lie ahead for him. Dan deserves to be a daddy, even if I may not deserve to be a mommy (though it's my deepest desire).


